Just Writing

I'm stuck between a rock and a hard face
One rooted in the ground over years of stagnations.
the other painted with a frown from my unmoveable demonstration
of caring less.
This attitude has kept me from the greatest treasures,
protected me during the worst weather
and I wonder if this storm will ever clean up it's own mess.
I have yet to learn how to change course.
Have yet to harbor thoughts of divorce because this relationship
is at sea.
Water rocks our boat like catapults from the shore,
We were quick to get in the ship
even when are leg weren't sure.
And this vessel is battered and bruised.
We wrestle betweeen pirate ships or cruise.
In one I'm just looking for booty,
in the other kicking off my shoes.
And in the end we both lose.
But our bouncing benefatcor,
will add up the math
after,
 we have parted, but our hearts will still be
lit up by the same laughter.
It's a long voyage ahead of us,
I can never look at where we've been.
Just trying to get to a destination,
where we can see each other as friends.
Just tryin to unbreak the heart that i once
used to mend.
And trying to shatter all the rules
 that u insist I bend.
I don't want to say goodbye because we'll
just be saying hello.
You can't stand to see me fly,
and I can't stand to let you go.
I'm lost with out a compass of compassion.
No compromise, we're crashing into jagged rocks
formed by my mis-interupted actions.
Why are endings always the attraction...